ze gemini's girl ♥

2011-12-16T02:18:00.000+08:00

Started to plan for my future.A brand new 2012. hmmmmmm

I don want to let u go

2011-12-11T06:30:00.001+08:00

I'm actually sad when my brother forced to leave Penang. Meet up at overtime. And I cried when I think about he have to leave. I worried he dono how to take care about himself when he stayed KL. I realized almost everytime when I drunk I sure scream that I wanna go find him. And I hug him and cried. Almost everytime. And of course. He doesn't know how to handle me. Hahahhaha. He was the only

意外

2011-10-14T04:06:00.001+08:00

险些踏进了鬼门关。原本只是打算离开这是非之地，临时答应朋友到怡保去工作三天，怎知道在高速公路遇上了车祸。在路旁等待救兵时，一辆一辆大型罗里经过，心里怦怦地跳着，生怕那些司机一个不留神撞向我们。我永远忘不了那时刻发生的东西。那无助的感觉。事情扰攘了四五个小时，我只会抽烟。不停地抽。不想讲话。那害怕的感觉还吞噬着我。该庆幸的，是我席上了安全带。只是撞到脚。临出门前，我还很大声的说我走了，我不要留在这是非地了！一个意外，我又回到这里。所以说，人生充满了无奈。我不想面对一些我解决不了的事情，绕了个圈，我还是回来。

错过

2011-09-22T09:07:00.000+08:00

当我喜欢你的时候，你不喜欢我，当我爱上你的时候，你喜欢上我，当我离开你的时候，你却爱上我，是我走得太快，还是你跟不上我的脚步，我们错过了诺亚方舟，也错过了铁达尼号，错过了一切惊险与不惊险，我们还要一直错过。

回忆过去

2011-09-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

致前度：这是唯一没被扔掉的回忆. 前度上

旧的不去新的不来

2011-09-20T05:03:00.001+08:00

回去宿舍搬家，把所有东西都扔了。很多只的熊照片等等等连心型项链也不见了。对不起照片我带不走。我把所有回忆都给扔了。

衣默

2011-09-13T05:51:00.002+08:00

好久好久没回来了其实偶尔回来· 衣默下，也很好别人都说我变了，变得很keongkan，因为我以前很乖. =,= 原因？因为我很久以前的一个他. Dang! 我 emo. 地球环境事情朋友一直在改变就算我变得再keong kan又怎样我觉得这还是我. 我想笑就笑想哭就哭想喝就喝想抽就抽最起码我自己还有个底线我并没有在玩火叫思念不要吵我相信我已经快要快要把你忘掉和寂寞在和好

Mine 21st

2011-07-01T18:29:00.001+08:00

21st, I planned for my 21st party since January d. =,=abit kua jeong but I;m serious.I wan it to be a memorable one.But so many unexpected problem appeared. hmm. I make my party on 11th, Saturday night at Vistana Hotel.Nice environment there I can say. =) Specially thannks to Chun Hao and my Uncle Justin. Thanks for fetching me from my hostel and thanks for accompany me buy all the stuff for

What if

2011-06-22T03:54:00.000+08:00

What If : We never meet We never chat like nobody business I never trust u that much I never know u that much I never fall for you The feelings towards you never goes wrong. I;m emo! I wished to talk to you. but I lost the guts.

Heartache

2011-06-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

I hate your eyes,I hate your lips, I hate your hugs, I hate the way you walk, I hate how you make me smile, I hate how you don't like me, and, I hate how much I like you. I totally heartbreak when the night you follow ur ex went back.

2011-06-14T04:10:00.000+08:00

I;m smiling outside but dying inside

2011-05-21T04:46:00.000+08:00

我从不明白你到底想怎样你要离开我知道很简单

我不爱你！

2011-05-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

我不要生病！虽然我以前曾说过我爱伤风咳嗽，可是我现在后悔了我不爱你，请你离开我，好吗？早上迷迷糊糊起来上厕所时，发现自己全身发烫，迷迷糊糊的吞了2粒Panadol actifast ，迷迷糊糊的躺在床上继续睡觉。对不起，我以后会好好照顾自己的身体了! 可以把我的健康还给我吗？:(

2011-05-08T02:19:00.000+08:00

都说女人不要太强，都说女孩子不要太坚强，否则会没有人疼。可是谁又知道如果我不自立不自强不坚强，谁又能在我需要肩膀的时候给我温暖？很多时候，我不是真的要坚强，我是被迫在坚强。谁不知道，再坚强的女生心里总有一块伤？不痛不代表没有被伤过。如果你懂，请不要看到她的笑，你要看到她心底的泪。

还有你

2011-05-05T08:49:00.000+08:00

不管怎样，还有弟弟撑着我。我很庆幸有他原来我是那么的不成熟原来我是那么的令家人担心原来我是那么不会照顾自己身为长女，我的确应该树立一个好榜样我却做不到

傻瓜

2011-05-04T05:16:00.000+08:00

我想这里我想你我想与你再回去这里可能不再有机会你做了选择对的错的我只能承认心是痛的怀疑你舍得我被伤的那么深就放声哭了何必再强忍我不懂那一晚你是不是真的因为我还是你喝多了我完全记不起那晚发生什么事我开心是因为有你在我担心我不想你出事我只是没告诉你我不懂我们到底怎么了我看见你写的东西心是揪着那么的痛原来我在你心里只是个可怜虫够了真的够了

2011-05-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

Going off to work. Might blogged tonight.

我很好

2011-04-21T07:31:00.000+08:00

离开你我才找回自己，那爱笑的眼睛，再见爱情，我一定让自己，让自己坚定! ************************** 我有一个顾客，真心的和你谈话，鼓励你，支持你；我突然觉得心酸，一个陌生人也可以拿心出来和你做朋友，但，你爱的人呢？有点心碎的感觉。单身未必是不好的，起码我身边还有真的很多真正鼓励，支持我，陪我的人. 谢谢你们陪我看戏，陪我听海，陪我喝酒，陪我做工，陪我打机.. 非常感激. :) So don;t come back for me. Who do you think you are. -- Jar of heart

贱男

2011-04-18T16:02:00.002+08:00

贱男，请容许我这么叫你。因为你的确是，而且我会好过些。付出和所得的回报不成正比，我认了，因为是我没带眼识人。我发现你说谎的那一刻我崩溃。我实在很难想象，为何你能同一时间告诉两个女生我爱你我想你 bla bla bla mlm 我实在太佩服你的能力了，不到两个星期，你又害人了。我介意你伤害了我还一笑而过完全当没事情发生你还真能， mlm 你的消息永远不会出现在我面子书，推特，skype. 我从没那样恨过一个人，你是第一个。 wa suka the way u lie. and fuck you! mlm

Monkey Bar

2011-04-18T10:27:00.001+08:00

最近又转工了，猴子酒吧。上个星期六第一天上班,忙到不成人形。还有上演了一码打架的 live show. 猴子酒吧惨遭毒手现场玻璃椅子满天飞, 顾客被吓得鸡飞狗走，我也被吓得花容失色他们却打得非常起劲！好啦，打完过后辛苦的还不是我们现场满地玻璃椅子断几张桌子倒满地还有血迹斑斑这是我20岁以来看过最最最恐怖的一次欧斗 **** 讲回工作，老板娘对员工还不错， basic, commission, tips 也不错我正努力朝 Iphone 4前进！ :) 唯一不好就是，我的啤酒肚越来越大了啦！！！ :( Ps: 亲爱的老妈，请别让我从面子书上block你好吗？你叫我有任何事不要收在心里，记得打回家，我很感动，不过请别是无大小都打给我审问我好吗？我快21了。我会照顾自己的。如果你看到这篇文章的话。

2011-04-16T03:42:00.000+08:00

我很累很累很累 x 9999999999999999999999999999999 倒数5个小时，最后一张考卷，读书的心还是没回来，趴在桌上睡了快一个小时。 =,= 我能不能就这样上网到天亮？好堕落！

2011-04-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

我告诉自己我不会再想你我不会再爱你

S

2011-03-27T07:09:00.002+08:00

it's just so cute. 6.24am early in the morning. And I;m missing you right now. like crazy. Flashing back all the memories with you. The most craziest things I ever do, just for you.Is it worth? Or not worth.. I always question this to myself. Whatever, I think I got NO regret. A heart shape from you. I never take off.(erm, got lah. 1 time. u make me angry then i take off, and i was

2011-03-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

You are not around when I need you the most.

March

2011-03-03T08:00:00.000+08:00

My schedule is almost full. 7.52am Finally I;m done packing. Today have to go down Ipoh for set up the fair thingy.In charge for this fair. Luckily we just do branding. If not I will ki siao for push sales. Going to work for Canon continuously 3 weeks.Can't wait for the pay! *wink Alright, counting down 1 month to my final. Wish me lucks!

2011-02-28T06:15:00.000+08:00

Sorry ! I''ll keep my fucking mouth shut!

I miss you

2011-02-28T05:42:00.000+08:00

I M i s s Y o u I doubt! Should I fall into this shit again? Worth?Deeply appreciate what you had did for me.But..人言可畏their words let me fear... Finally tears drop because i miss you. I miss your sound. :'(

纠缠和被纠缠

2011-02-27T04:53:00.000+08:00

那晚，他正和朋友在包厢和朋友唱歌，声音很大。然后朋友的手机响了，朋友表情怪异的接着电话。说，好，他在，我给他。然后把电话递给了他。是妻子。她说打他电话不接，只好打到朋友手机上。你有什么事吗？他强压着怒火问，没事，就是看你没接电话以为你有什么事了，想问问你几点回来。要是没事的话你先睡吧。他挂了电话。朋友一阵玩笑，老婆可真惦记你啊，有什么秘诀让老婆这样紧张你，给我们讲讲啊。大家善意的玩笑，却让他感到耻辱，这样的老婆，真是丢自己的面子。那个晚上，他借着酒劲，对她大吼着，我是个男人，有自己的生活和隐私，你不要随便干涉，你有什么权利？说完他冲进客厅，使劲关上门。是的，他厌倦了这样的纠缠。这样的纠缠，如同一根橡皮筋，时刻拉着自己，他稍远点就感受到那紧迫的束缚，

香港電影 - 前度Ex

2011-02-22T06:00:00.000+08:00

致前度：前度上好喜歡最後漏水的一幕。買來膠造的杯子並不代表它怎麼摔也不會破，而也是會有裂縫的；正如感情上，一次又一次的吵架真的會讓關係破損，無法修補。唔係買過隻杯返黎就得既；改變唔到既性格同習慣，亦都好難遷就。 --Quoted---

Happy Bunny Year 2011 - Kek Lok Si

2011-02-21T08:59:00.000+08:00

This was my very 1st time went temple at night during CNY. (Outdated lor me)With my buddies. ♥♥♥ Linus, Momoko, Me, Jerry Tee, Why Son and Comic Ee Nee! ♥I love her kao kao! My sweetie + classmate + colleague KK,Jia Lin,Nicole, Jenny,Comic,Why Son and Jerry That night I was happy cause I got them! x.o.x.o ******************************************************* Again went to temple

Back to blog

2011-02-19T06:14:00.000+08:00

Alcohol and ciggies is needed when emo. BUT Alcohol and ciggies is still needed when chilled with friends. LOL! What the heck is this. Facebook is dangerous now cause I forgot my mum got fb too.She called me last few days and ask you drunk and smoke huh?!! i was like HOLY SHIT when l;m received her call. Conclusion : too much beer and liquor and ciggies from CNY until now. someone control me

2011-01-25T05:07:00.002+08:00

I'll be back soon!

2011

2010-12-31T17:29:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2010 Hello 2011 Got no time to blog a review of 2010. sigh.Pending to next year? ai meh? LOL okay la. a short post before going to work. :)

I wan my Long Hair

2010-12-24T04:59:00.000+08:00

February December My hair is growing! <3<3<3

一刹那的感性

2010-12-17T18:33:00.001+08:00

喂！现在得空吗？我们来玩个游戏好吗？这游戏叫做 “想当初” 听着钢琴声，音乐带着我的思绪回到过去。家人童年的回忆，小学，中学，爱情，失恋学业，工作思绪久久不能抽出来，难过得不想说话别人不停地再进步；我就还是那么浑浑噩噩的过日子。

Back

2010-12-06T03:14:00.000+08:00

back from KL Inter Campus. It's so happening there.Penang branch and Perak branch was like a family. We cheers and support each other. :)Due to we lose our match, so we got much time to shop. Hahahah1st day @ The Mines, I been there N years ago when i was small. :D2nd day @ Sunway Pyramid. OMG everywhere is Sale!Crazeeeeee for it!And Pressie exchange session for our volleyball team. :) So

December

2010-11-30T02:17:00.002+08:00

November going to end soon. A lots of plan pending on December. - test, assignment - 3,4,5 Dec Inter campus competition at KL TARC - Jenny's Sister Wedding Dinner - Went to KL again to be bridesmaid - Danzity Dance Camp - work - Christmas Eve - Christmas - A memorable day - etc etc Recently i;m started to work as part time waitress at a food n bistro nearest TAR College. I don't like some of

我能做得到

2010-11-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

我的眼前是一大片灰色地带隐藏着什么危机我不懂要是我过不了我就毁了当你遇见困难陷入沼泽时安慰的话人人会说却没人了解始终还会是自己一个人前进一个人解决只希望我能撑得住跳得出这死胡同

夜

2010-11-24T04:04:00.000+08:00

你也不必牵强再说爱我反正我的灵魂已片片凋落慢慢的拼凑慢慢的拼凑拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我

语嫣

2010-11-23T07:07:00.000+08:00

她终于，总算不需一直打针吃药啦。脸上恢复了笑容，而且精力充沛到处跑。: )而且没把我当护士，看到我就哭了。哈哈哈哈

October- Kay ell

2010-11-23T06:47:00.001+08:00

十月尾 - 吉隆坡之旅表姨结婚晚宴最近的很懒惰所以一直没update. paiseh 啦. >,< 她竟然把自己给咬成这样，毁容了。 =,= 表妹们（其实还有更多没来）阿姨，舅舅，舅母们，还有他们的孩子。我家可是个大家庭. =)

On

2010-11-23T06:19:00.000+08:00

Singapore trip is confirmed! :)

Sorry That I Loved You

2010-11-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

For all of the times that I tried for your smileFor making you think that I was worth the whileSo your love love love love love would be mine For sending you flowers and holding your handThat no one was there to take a standBut then love love love made us blind And I'm so sorry that I hurt youSorry that I fell throughSorry I was falling in love with youI'm sorry that it came true but sorry

Eagle Point 5th Anniversary

2010-11-11T02:24:00.000+08:00

Belated post. 31st October, SundayEagle Point 5th Aniversary, DEFINED BY YOU (church event)Went for performance @ Pearl Palace RestaurantReach there early and rehearsal. then help to do some decoration. All of us definitely no luck in that day. We get nothing at the lucky draw.Even table draw.Table draw : Parkson voucher, Starbucks voucher, GSC voucher... 1st Prize of lucky draw :

For you

2010-11-10T03:09:00.000+08:00

Never Make Somebody Your Everything, cause when they're gone, you've got nothing. There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept,things we don't want to know but have to learn,and people we can't live without but have to let go. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't, nothing can make him stay. If you don't go after what you want, you'll never

Halloween

2010-11-02T06:31:00.000+08:00

Here to update my Halloween since I'm insomnia. =.= Halloween, a normal outing without dress up any costume and put on any make up.Hang out with my ex VMD colleague to Gurney Plaza. Ignore my retarded face. >,< Funny spec. =P Brother is tagged along Competition at Alfresco Area @ Gurney Went to Seven Bistro to chill. Headed to UPR Smoky Jack after that. Brother went Voodoo with his friends.

Tutti Frutti is ♥

2010-10-29T05:13:00.001+08:00

Tutti Frutti is a heat and a trend right now.People is crazy and craving for it! I ♥ the original one. :)Yum! I hope I can have it everyday but it isn't cheap. >.< * I like my fringe =P * ♥The person Who mean something special to me.

Halloween! what's the plan?!

2010-10-28T00:38:00.001+08:00

Halloween is around the corner. Was went for club last year with the gang.I hope it would be something different and special this year.Hopefully can make it with Danzity people.They had a very dope costume and make up last year. Let's see how dope it was! Sean Loh - 牛魔王 look Doraemon - 黑面拳神look Bryan- 乞丐look Willy- tak tau apa look. =P Black- 僵尸look Sam- Leng Lui Fighter look Big Beh- Plant vs

过客

2010-10-15T03:27:00.002+08:00

过客我的生命中有许许多多的过客，缘来了，大家有幸聚在一起缘灭了，大家各奔东西，可是我并不喜欢这样的感觉。过客，可以算是情侣，可以是暗恋过的，喜欢过的；也可以算是身边的朋友。过客，曾经让我笑过，哭过，疯过，颠过，哭过... 过客，在我们的回忆留下脚印；让你曾经记得曾有一个他/她出现过你们有没有试过，忽然听见某一首歌的旋律，或经过某个地方时，忽然忆起某些当时的记忆，某些歌曲代表着某些心情？我有。五味杂陈的感觉涌上心头，然后就会down了一下下。可是，随着时间的消逝，那些人，或事，已经被摆放到心里面的博物馆去了。缘来缘去，缘起缘灭我只想说，我不想换新朋友，我想和最熟悉的人一起到老。能不能够就这样维持下去，永远到老？ ='(

有时候

2010-10-08T02:54:00.000+08:00

有时候，我会好想紧紧的抱一抱一个人，那是因为高兴、难过或跟他有著感同身受的感觉。有时候，我会好想摸摸一个人的头发、拍拍他的肩膀，那是因为心里有一份怜惜、一份心疼。有时候，我会好想拨个电话，只是想告诉他，我没有忘记他，带著微笑轻轻挂上电话。

mlm

2010-10-03T10:17:00.000+08:00

Don't wanna play such hide and seek game again. Hold it if you wan; Let it go if you don't want. There got no 2nd chance in your life again. So fucked it.!

Happy Belated Birthday to you. ♥

2010-10-01T08:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated 1st Birthday to you. My little princess-- Yu yan. ♥ Had bought a piece of flower dress for her with Derrick last week.And had a BBQ party at Jeff's apartment.For celebrating Mid Autumn Festival and also the little princess birthday. ♥ Little princess had stayed at Adventist Hospital for almost 1 week. Hope she really recover well now. We love You. ♥♥♥ It's hard to capture

Mooncake Festival 2010

2010-09-23T11:41:00.000+08:00

Photo credits to Chee Wei Teh. =) Me and Shirlyn. Our smile is look alike. LOL Group Pic* Me, Nickson and Shirlyn Inilah akibat yang kam lan. LOL Lake Garden This is nice! 太平的中秋节和别地方的中秋夜有很大的差别。每逢中秋来临，最热闹的地方莫过于太平湖。不管男女老少，晚饭过后一定会聚集在太平湖提灯笼，点蜡烛，玩烟花，放孔明灯，看尬舞。好不热闹！依稀记得前年的中秋跟前男友过；去年的特地和跳舞的朋友从槟城赶回来，然后就一直在尬舞那里，看他们cypher.有点无聊。哈哈哈今年，在上个星期六，和朋友一起出来点蜡烛。天公不作美，一直下雨，刮大风。终于雨停了，人潮慢慢开始向太平湖涌去。

我的20个其实

2010-09-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

其实我很爱快餐: McD, KFC, Pizza Hut.所以不要让我做决定要去哪里吃。哈哈哈其实我睡觉会讲梦话，还会骂粗口; 还有鼻鼾声(太累的话) =D 其实我爱跳舞，我想join apprentice，可是一个月要rm250. =( 其实我爱摄影，毕业后想到Canon Office interview. =）其实我觉得我应该是一位男生，我弟弟应该是一位女生，他总爱抢我的bear bear来玩. 其实我爱看美女多过帅哥其实我很怕海。我觉得我会死在海。( Touch wood! ) 其实我宁愿从未拍过拖。其实我很执着其实我以为我会很潇洒其实我玩不起其实我很喜欢一个人躲在房间里，拥有自己的空间感觉很爽其实我会做家务，可是自己的房间就是很乱。其实我很爱高跟鞋，跟越高我越喜欢; 可是我却很讨厌穿高跟鞋其实

阿公之 80大寿

2010-09-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

星期四晚上阿公阿麽堂弟妹和表弟妹大家庭 (其实人还没齐) =.= 生日快乐！我 VS 叔叔我的England很chan了. =.= 弟弟隔天生日! : )

Party

2010-09-17T03:13:00.002+08:00

It's all about night life at Mois and Voodoo. With the buddies. =) Jenny Vynn's Colleague, Vynn, Jennifer, Me, Elooi and Shirlyn The guys Margaret <3 Momoko <3 Jenny <3 Group pics. Drink hard, Dance hard, Shake hard, Die hard. LOL

:'(

2010-09-10T01:55:00.001+08:00

今天去了医院探望哥哥的女儿语嫣。发高烧差不多4天，还没退烧我到病房时，婆婆抱着她，她一看见我就哭不停。以为我是护士，又要帮她抽血打针，一直哭一直哭我终于忍不住，也陪着她哭。看见她那么痛苦，真的很心痛。双手绑着纱布，脸颊通红抽血验尿两次，还是查不出原因我那么大都怕被抽血，更何况是未满一岁的小孩婆婆抱着她去小孩游戏的地方试图让她停止哭闹，看见她哭红了的双眼，真的好心痛！小语嫣，这个月尾就要满一岁了，哥哥和嫂嫂已经安排好要帮你做个buffet了，快点好起来好吗？ :'(

2010-09-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

我就是那么不值得

你和别人做一次爱的时间我要流多少血？

2010-08-30T03:05:00.000+08:00

我推开他的房门看到他正和一个女孩在床上我稍稍一楞马上说：“我在客厅等你.”于是我为他们这对狗男女关好了门坐在客厅的一角打开电视女孩的包放在那我随手打开翻出一把修眉的刀片很精致很锋利在我家从来见不到锋利的东西因为我对它们有情结而今天它就在我手上我怎么会不去和它亲近我那么爱它爱它给我的感觉手腕上总有突突跳的一处象里面藏了个古怪的小动物它想跳出来于是我用我热爱的锋利的刀片帮助了它也帮助了自己原来血流的速度可以这么快我从容的点了支烟继续看电视．一个男人对一个女人说＂我爱你可是我不能和你在一起我不能每天活在负罪感中．＂**妈，扯什么蛋男人真他妈自私真他妈虚伪真他妈懦弱来世我要是男人我爱谁就一定和谁在一起无论怎样都不分开除非除非有一天不爱了我的头越来越晕电视里的狗男女唠唠叨叨说个没完屋里的狗男女哼哼哈哈没结束

田馥甄 - 寂寞寂寞就好 (HQ 官方版MV)

2010-08-27T21:25:00.001+08:00

還是原來那個我不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦對著鏡子我承諾遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容不算什麼愛錯就愛錯早點認錯早一點解脫我寂寞寂寞就好這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱就讓我一個人去痛到受不了想到快瘋掉死不了就還好我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑我就不相信我會笨到忘不了賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的借來的都該還掉我總會把你戒掉還是原來那個你是我自己做夢你有改變什麼再多的愛也沒用每個人有每個人的業障因果會有什麼什麼都沒有早點看破才看得見以後我寂寞寂寞就好這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱就讓我一個人去痛到受不了想到快瘋掉死不了就還好我寂寞寂寞就好你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑我就不相信我會笨到忘不了賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的我總會把你戒掉

Step UP 3

2010-08-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

Went for movie last night STEP UP3 with Danzity members. NICE. :)You should check this out how DOPE is it. Our room was gathered almost all Penang dancers,Fresh Beat Studio and Danzity studio. :)The feeling was really DOPE!We seems like watching the real show and performances inside.We somemore claps our hands loudly. LOL!I would like to go for the 2nd time for 3D. : ) What do you love about

GG.com

2010-08-25T02:04:00.001+08:00

DAMN i just failed to focus on my exam paper! SORRY I'M GIVING UP

Fire Burning

2010-08-24T17:27:00.000+08:00

I felt like fire is burning inside my body. Suffering by flu and coughing. Conclusion, I'm a bacteria. FML I hate those pills! I hate those ewwwy medicine! T.T Sickness accompany me at this exam period.At least I know I'm not alone! * wth are this thinking * Please recover faster if not my mum will come Penang tomorrow just for visit me. :(

Final

2010-08-22T04:17:00.001+08:00

25/8 Japanese28/8 Tamadun Islam29/8 Law1/9 English for Business6/9 BMP Final exam start on next Wednesday! Please come back to me my study mood! :'(I don want to drag my paper to next sem d!

Sunset

2010-08-20T07:02:00.002+08:00

Went for Sunset @ Batu Feringghi with my classmates last few days . Had to climb many many big rocks to reach destination. It was dangerous to climb the rocks by wearing slippers.So slippery! @.@ Pictures do the talking : Beach CK* Ee Nee & Shan Hui* they was like dancing on the rocks. :D Me* It's look so fun. :D I feel relax. Seriously. c: Ck, Ee Nee & Shan Hui Ee nee - camera SHY! tsk! She

在很久以前

2010-08-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

在我小小个的时候 # 在我幼儿园的时候，年尾一定会有颁奖典礼，老师们都在准备余兴节目，跳舞.我记得我很喜欢，可是偏偏我不能参加.因为家里住得远，老师要我们能stay back练习到晚上.我很高兴酱跟妈妈讨论，却被妈妈一口拒绝.她没有那个时间来回载我.那时候我只有5岁，伤心到在老师面前哭，在家自己想起也哭.弱小的心灵受到重创. 哈哈哈...直到小学一二年级,我有幸能够参与一支叫''小蜜蜂''的舞蹈.没得stay back, 不能做小蜜蜂飞来飞去，只能做花，拿着纸皮做的花，蹲上蹲下罢了.Down咯....小蜜蜂的衣服真的很美，还有那一对翅膀..超羡慕.. # ## 是我很久以前的post,但一直烙印在我心里。

轮胎小姐

2010-08-17T08:48:00.001+08:00

脂肪问题严重困扰着我，轮胎越来越不受控制，拼命的发展。在上两个星期presentation前一晚，试穿衣服时，formal衣完全扣不上，我才意识到问题的严重性!Housemate笑到人仰马翻，她们的衣服我也穿不下。凌晨3.30根本找不到救兵，急到整晚睡不了觉。还好凌晨5点多救星出现。:) 那一夜，和Eva & Qin Zhi 聊很多。突然聊到以前的roommate卖减肥药，超有效。老实说我想用直接，快速，有效的减肥方法。: / 我让Steve Ong 笑到不能顶，之前还打赌说看谁能先瘦下来。lehhhma 我是轮胎小姐

Another wishlist done

2010-08-17T07:56:00.001+08:00

New spec! :) sooo happy!

I'm not going to do so! :)

2010-08-16T22:53:00.001+08:00

Should I private or delete my blog? NO, I shouldn't! =D The reason I choose to private it was because I hate people stalk about the past tense and make story. But whatever, I blog what I want. Well, I spent some time to review back my older post. around 300 post since August 2008. :) It's so many things happen within this 2 years plus. I don't really look through what I write, I'm

DANZITY - Lovestone....streetjazz choreography by Sean Loh

2010-08-15T06:31:00.001+08:00

It's Danzity Street Jazz competition video.Now I only remember jazz course start on September. Means I need to stay at Penang when sem break.I wish my sem break plan still can go smoothly. :) * Sam are my idol * I wish I can dance like her. :)

Shontelle - Impossible (lyrics on screen & description)

2010-08-15T05:50:00.002+08:00

Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken,All my scars is open. Tell them what I hoped would be, Impossible impossible impossible impossible! Falling out of Love is hard, Falling for betrayal is worst, Broken trust and broken hearts, I know, I know

Jerry

2010-08-15T05:41:00.000+08:00

我和老爸在玩著貓抓老鼠的遊戲他是Tom 我是 jerry.因為我被媽媽抓到整晚做仙沒睡覺然後就跟我老爸complain complain complain! =.=所以剛才老爸時不時走出來checking.而我就假裝睡到好像只死魚醬。我現在的生活就像vampire，只是我不吸血。

2010-08-14T03:30:00.000+08:00

我希望時間能夠停止，能夠讓我喘一喘氣

我想

2010-08-14T01:41:00.000+08:00

考完試後，大概有兩至三個星期的假期。這假期，我想到KL流浪去。我想瘋狂的shopping. 我想背包旅行。我想拍照。我想探望可愛的表弟表妹。大概只有小孩的笑容能夠感染我。我想和朋友上雲頂。我想和他們聚一聚。我想我想我想.........

F______ Off

2010-08-12T16:19:00.000+08:00

F*ck OFF - Worse performance of my presentation ever.- Not enough time for me to present and I dono what I'm talking about!- Never took the last position to present next time!- Exam is around the corner, haven prepare at all, - Daily routine turning upside down.- Complex mood I have. Depress 99 like espresso aneh kau!- Tayar is growing larger and larger! T__T- Everything messed up!

Random

2010-08-06T06:36:00.001+08:00

Wednesday evening, Steve called me out for movie. Oh yes, should be god ask him to call me.I need fresh air instead just locked myself in the hostel. So went for movie '' Salt '' with Eva, Steve and Black.It was a nice movie thou. After movie, Sunrise McD for supper. And Xiao Li joined us. Steve, Black and Xli just came back from Phillipine Manila Project Dance.They told us many things about

..

2010-08-04T18:56:00.002+08:00

I'm so so SORRY!

我

2010-07-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

我讨厌： 1.家人被欺负，别以为你有几个臭钱就了不起，我们不是好欺负的，总有天，我会要你双倍奉还！ 2.弟弟做事总是不想后果，当我没到，什么事都不和我商量！ 3.妈妈那么懦弱 4.那些所谓眼睛生在额头上的有钱人 5.‘家吵屋闭，六国大风霜’ 我尝试： 1.扛起所有的责任，当个超级姐姐 2.帮弟弟铺路，安排一切 3.要找那家眼睛在头顶的人理论 4.努力赚钱，买东西给家人 5.凡事强忍 6.眼泪强忍 7.情绪强忍我想： 1.‘斗巴星’ 他们我要： 1.努力保护他们

Random Wednesday

2010-07-15T05:31:00.005+08:00

It's 5am right now, woke up at 4am something because I fall asleep without turn off the light and also I FORGOT to take out my contact lens! Eye was so so pain. Wednesday (yesterday), classes from 9am - 12pm. After home, i was like a lazy ass stick on front off my laptop and I doesn't want to move at all. Then Eva ask me to ganti her to work at Danzity. I reject at the first but then think tiok

Sean Loh - Air Guitar Malaysia's 1st weekly Winner

2010-07-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

1 minutes on the stage and cho xiao then you get RM500! Sean the 1st week winner and Doraemon the 2nd week winner! 2 more weeks competition!Congratez!

Amelie Cafe

2010-07-13T14:37:00.001+08:00

上个星期六早上，和韩，Jeff 哥还有美玲姐姐去了Amelie Cafe吃早餐 + 午餐. Cafe落在一个小巷，毫不起眼的小店. 别看它外面旧旧残残那样，里面的摆设蛮有复古味的. 那里的食物超赞！DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE!食物的味道残留在你的味蕾一整天！（我饿了） =.= 那里只有serve 4张桌子，有一个厨师负责煮罢了，所以要等. Banana Lime Milk Shake DOPE! Risotto. 似饭非饭，似粥非粥。DOPE! Aglio Olio (忘记名了) DOPE! Sandwich and salad DOPEST!! Cheese Pasta. DOPE! 我们点了3个pasta,1个risotto,1个sandwich and salad. share share吃。饱到～！

Air Guitar Competition @ Hard Rock

2010-07-07T05:48:00.002+08:00

“Make Air Not War” and jam your way to rock your stardom. Participate in the Air Guitar Championship organized by Hard Rock Hotel Penang. Anyone can taste rock stardom by playing the Air Guitar. Air Guitar is all about surrendering yourself to the music without having an actual instrument. In Air Guitar, everyone is equal regardless of race, gender, social status or sexual orientation. • The

L i f e

2010-06-29T23:50:00.001+08:00

Don't call it L I F E , if there isn't any problem! it's so true when i saw it. a few second ago i'm still feels mad, upset for the life. Why the problems came to me when I feel my life is smooth. i wishes to have a time machine and go back to the past and change everything that I feel so wrong. I always imagine that might be happened in some days. How stupid am I. Forgot the past and always

DOPEST CAMP

2010-06-28T13:31:00.001+08:00

DOPE CAMP! DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE !

I'm Not a TEENager Anymore

2010-06-25T06:39:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm here to update something about my birthday post. It was last 2 weeks ago! Tsk tsk tsk! 12th June, Saturday was my birthday, and this year I celebrate it at hometown with my family.Last last Friday, the bf was took half day leave and we drove back Taiping. Elder brother followed too. We was nearly accident because the driver MENGANTUK. =.=Finally we manage to reach home safely. 8pm

What would you feel?

2010-06-23T00:55:00.001+08:00

新娘结婚了，新郎不是你，你的感觉是怎样？

Langkawi Trip Day 3

2010-06-18T05:02:00.000+08:00

It's Day 3, we wake up early in the morning and have our breakfast at canteen. After breakfast then we went to the beach that near our motel. Fresh air~! Nice view Nice photographer but Noob me. The waves was so big and the people not allowed us to swim. Me with orange and Small Rain with purple. It started to rain and we went back motel to bath and keep our belongings.Went to jetty

Langkawi Trip Day 2

2010-06-16T05:25:00.000+08:00

第二天，一整天都是坐船出海。我们的行程满满的。第一站，孕妇岛。我们到岛那里的湖去游泳。有专人驾小船接送我们到不同的岛去。孕妇岛爬楼梯爬到我脚软~!上山难，下山容易，喘到我～！整天躲在我后面就为了显示我头大～！ =,='' 小孩子的地区。湖深15米，所以全部租救生衣下水游泳。剩下我和小雨没下水。她不方便，而我却是不爱玩水。宁愿呆在上面拍照。 LOL Fish Spa 那边的猴子很多，而且还会抢游客的东西。小猴子吸着猴子妈妈的奶，它们很有灵性，乖乖停下给我们拍照，我们拍完后猴子妈妈就背着小猴子去别位了。接下来，就去看老鹰。好大一只～！第二站，不懂哪里的沙滩 Do Re Mi Fa... Water Sport Centre 很多人排队玩香蕉船。 4 or 5 个人大概 Rm 50. 不过女生全部不要玩，男生只好找别人share.

Langkawi Trip Day 1

2010-06-09T08:13:00.140+08:00

上个星期五早上五点多，我们就从槟城出发去Perlis上船了。因为Perlis比较靠近，只需45分钟就到Langkawi了，而且比较便宜，加上韩的妈咪家在Perlis，车有人照顾，所以比较安全。我们乘坐10点的ferry，大约11点就到达目的地了。那里的市中心叫做Kuah。到达后，Uncle就来载我们了。Uncle很能聊，服务又周到。他说这辆旅游货车是Langkawi唯一一辆。从外国买回来的。能载14位乘客。第一站，去有一个很大的老鹰那里，我忘了叫什么名。Uncle说Langkawi名字来自老鹰，那里本来叫Helangkawi, 意思就是helang batu。Chocolate色的老鹰。为了顺口，就叫 Langkawi. Joe, June, Lik,小雨，康，我和韩。康和小雨。我是电灯泡。:DD 拍完照过后，Uncle就载我们去吃午餐。总共Rm166++。

我相信

2010-06-09T04:47:00.002+08:00

想要说有时候没感觉就是没感觉，不管你再怎么好，怎么善良，没触电就是没触电。暗恋一个人五，六年的确不容易，他那么久以来从未回头看过你，那是因为他不想让你误会，他对你有些什么意思。你应该明白，痴等下去，可能结果还会是一样。是时候放了吧，还未遇到，不代表永远遇不到。你不了解他，是因为你从未跟他单独相处过。我相信他并不是那种爱搞暧昧的人。 Peace

It's happening JUNE

2010-06-02T02:17:00.002+08:00

It's JUNE ~ ! I always love this month so so much! Oops~! Langkawi trip this Friday! Weee~ Anyone wants chocholate or alcohol drinks? ;P I wish this will be a happening JUNE.

BOO

2010-05-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

You show me I-don't-like-you face when we meet 1st time. why should I give you I-syok-you face now? Boo~!

家

2010-05-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

我 ''肥佬'' 掉我的驾驶执照了. 我老妈子炸到半死，考一个车考那么久都还不能过。老弟更够力三次都不能过关。老妈只能怨家里风水不好，我和他不管考些什么一定''肥佬''够力先才能passed. 今天和老弟一起坐巴士回槟城。两个人都没睡到觉。一路从太平讲到北海。聊考试，聊学业，聊朋友，聊是非...等等等不过讲到最最最痛心的就是我最小的弟弟(凯祥). 有个朋友问我最大的弟弟(凯斌)：你妈妈是不是没有给他(凯祥)钱？为什么他每次出来都好像没钱，然后很省这样？凯斌突然被stunned到这样. 才发觉我们都忽略了他. 我才发觉我一直以来都偏心最大的弟弟. 那时候，泪水一直在眼里打转着。突然之间，我才发现自己从前很浑浑噩噩的过生活。盲目地追求着不知名的东西。现在，亲情是我唯一能付托的。身为长女，背起这头家，是我的责任。

Thoughts

2010-05-20T03:58:00.000+08:00

This week was the first week of Year 2 Sem 1, my time table sipek extreme.I got 3 days having 9am class, and the most late until 7.30pm.Well, the 1st week nia, then I got presentation on tomorrow liao.Sipek tension when I found out all the data I need. Let's talk about today. Lift was super slow on morning. Wait untill I pek chek, I almost late for class because of the lift.I got no idea with it

R's

2010-05-18T02:11:00.001+08:00

Sorry I'm noob in editing. :)

D's Production

2010-05-18T01:19:00.000+08:00

懊恼

2010-05-16T06:26:00.001+08:00

现在是凌晨6点钟，早在1小时之前我已躺在床上，不过碾转难眠。突然之间很懊恼，星期一就开学了，意味着我又展开另一个新的旅程碑。或许是太久没上那么频密的课的关系，觉得有点接受不来，我可以想象得到。还有，我必须重新认识新同学，新朋友。要怎么和新的classmates , housemates建立很好的关系也很考我。嗯，还有最令我头疼的是我那日夜颠倒的睡眠时间。早上六点睡，下午五点醒。够力咯! 睡眠时间可以靠自己努力调回来，可是人与人之间相处之道我怎么都学不好。我的确检讨过，可是....... 算了.. 我曾经在他面前崩溃痛哭过2次，一是家人，二是朋友. p/s 请原谅我，我是真的睡不着.

Outing with My Beloved

2010-05-14T05:56:00.000+08:00

Random photo of outing with my beloved Bf , brother, and Eva.Day out with her to Gurney plaza. Went Paranoid to choose some dress.She got Rm150 voucher to use. But sad case there got not much choices only.Then we went for our lunch @ Food and Tea. The food there was delicious. I love the mushroom soup and ''guai leng gou'' so much. Day out with the Bf and brother to Gurney Plaza. He used to

F*

2010-05-13T04:44:00.003+08:00

Cipet I'm sipek down now.How nice if I never repeat. IF IF IF IF IF!!!!!!!!!!!I can graduate together with my ex-classmate.I can went KL together with them. I miss them! *tears drop*F*CK MYSELF FOR NOT STUDYING LAST TIME. NO USE TO REGRET NOW.FML! mlm

PASS

2010-05-11T19:37:00.005+08:00

Result of TARC release on today. Everyone was nervous on their result. I can see all the status through my facebook. :PI slept on 5.30am and wake up at 10am like that. I almost check TARC website for every single hour before I sleep. Although people told me it will release at 9am. Fcking gan cheong. Left 1 subject. Finally, YEAR 1 CLEAR! I complete 1 mission again in my wish list. :)Give my mum