I don want to let u go

I'm actually sad when my brother forced to leave Penang. Meet up at overtime. And I cried when I think about he have to leave. I worried he dono how to take care about himself when he stayed KL. I realized almost everytime when I drunk I sure scream that I wanna go find him. And I hug him and cried. Almost everytime. And of course. He doesn't know how to handle me. Hahahhaha.

He was the only one I can rely on and I trust. U can't imagine how much I love him.

He told me before I leave. Tell me if you are not enough money to use. I can bank in for you. And please don't get drunk cause im not in penang d. What the hell. His words touched me and my tears drop.

I willing I was the person who leave. Why have to force him leave. Whyyyyyyyy?!!!!!!!

This is so unfair!

I don't need a boyfriend and I just need my brother !